<<24.06.05 3:58 p.m.>>
i am confused.

i'm kind of over this diary. for one, it's called "dearedwin," and that dear, dear edwin doesn't even talk to me anymore for whatever reason. thanks, edwin! so the title is meaningless and reminds me of my life full of fleeting relationships. or not. yay!

today, i wore birkenst0cks to work. wait—they're called birk0s; i have no idea what the difference is. they're still kind of pricey and still look like jesu$ shoes. i didn't get one of the new fashionable styles. i'm kickin' it 10th grade-style with the dark brown suede, two-strap kind. i know it's gross, but i'm trying to bring to them back, if only for comfort's sake. nevermind that i fancy myself a total rocker with mod-ish tendencies. by wearing these wide-foot-friendly sandals, i am further carving out my unique identity. or i just seriously can't be bothered with the idea of fashion anymore. maybe it's a little bit of both.

d.l. and i watched my family's christmas 1990 video, which i feel could be a netf1ix hot 100, last night, and it was that year that i got my first pair of "b1rks." getting them used to be a process. you had to go into an authorized store and be fitted. it was like being initiated into your local chapter of dirty hippies. that ordeal is over now, as all i had to do was slip on a pair 30 other people probably tried on at sh0e pavi11ion, but it doesn't mean they're any less comfortable.

still, i feel weird about feeling so much air between my toes at work. something about it seems absolutely wrong.

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