| dear edwin, | |
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<<20.10.09 10:39 a.m.>> it’s really difficult just to be okay with your true self, isn’t it? some days i try to push myself to be a better me; other days, i embrace my pitiful, self-loathing, self-destructive side. rarely do i allow myself to just be, though. when i’m spacing out, engaging in mundane things (which i rarely have the opportunity to do anymore, actually), i begin to get antsy and frustrated with myself; and my conscience gets all bitchy and orders me to do something more productive. go read a more enlightening book. focus on something potentially rewarding. these aren’t bad compromises, but i should probably accept that i enjoy periodic free-wheelin’. just a thought. fueled by a generic nyqui1 haze - 13.11.09 1-800-same-old-story - 22.10.09 “just a thought” brought to you by m. - 20.10.09 don’t stop believin’? - 08.10.09 sisterly love - 05.10.09 |